Day 2


I've had a very peaceful day today. But even the dark reds and greys still surprised me. There wasn't anything particularly triggering during my day today that I can think of in my conscious mind that would warrant the potential pain that could be interpreted from what's going on there.
I received my 4th Covid jab! Is it my body crying out on this image instead? I felt a little tired, I'm proud of myself for committing to this practice --- only Day 2, I know --- but still, it is an achievement nonetheless. 

Sometimes when I am back on OpenSea and looking at other artists' creations I feel like my little splashes and splutters on ProCreate are just so darn amateur --- but then I remind myself that we're all on our own journeys. 

And I'm okay with the Truth that is in this abstraction. I'm okay with the Truth of today that I am sharing. 

... Does it look like there is bleeding? Yes, a little bit. In fact today's meditation was really more about listening to my body. My womb. (Womblands?! Ha! Yes and no). Yes, technically, but no, I don't want to get into those jokes. 

A sense of peace and serenity that I am embodying today in my day to day, yet in this artwork I feel it is apparent, my physical existence is struggling. It is even barely a compromise to be standing up right now by my standing desk typing this. 

Sometimes in meditation we are processing emotions, other times in meditation, we are having a conversation with our physical bodies, checking in. My right knee hurts, I still haven't gone to see a Doctor about that. I don't know if it is that severe. My womb is shedding. My left arm got jabbed. Lots and lots of physical things... 

Day 2. The purples and greys, clouds and wood. 

 

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